So I think my prayers have been answered.
This afternoon I got a call from my breast team.
They've had a cancellation...and they thought that I would be best to replace with.
I'm booked in for two weeks from yesterday. 9th of May.
There's a crap load to sort out, childcare arrangements to be made and my stomach is already rolling with nerves.
My long road is nearly at an end.
Thank you for all your thoughts and prayers. Now I'm off to have a cry, a cry of relief and happiness.